Gws, mommy :*

huaa. gw gk nulis post ini pake b.inggris. knp ?
krn grammar gw krg dan bkal aneh jdinya klo gw paksain pke b.inggris. wkwkwk
kali ini gw pgn ngebahas soal nyokap dan entah hrs mulai dri mana critanya ya :/

sedih bgt ngeliat kondisi nyokap. penyakit nambah trs :(
kdg pgn berkeluh kesah sm yg d atas, cm gw yakin gk ada gunanya berkeluh kesah, lbh baik gw minta pertolongan dy. itu lbh berguna.
10 thn yg lalu nyokap d vonis kena penyakit diabetes mellitus (DM). gw gk tau DM tipe brp.
orgnya ssh bgt dikasih tau buat jaga pola mkn. akibatnya gulanya sllu tinggi dan itu ckup membuat bokap gw pusing.
sebenernya alsn nyokap msuk akal sih. yg pergi k pasar dy. yg masak dy. yg nyuci piring dy. yg ngelap kaca dy, dll kecuali nyuci baju, nyetrika n ngepel (itu tgs mba gw).
dan semuanya itu btuh tenaga. tenaga bersumber dri makanan. alhasil jadilah pola makannya gk terkontrol.

sampe akhirnya bokap pun pergi utk selama2nya dan akhirnya nyokap sdikit demi sdkit mulai sadar (walaupun msh suka ngeyel. wkwk) buat jaga bdannya baik2. skrg dy single parent. segala hal bertumpu d pundak dy.
emg terlambat sih kesadaran dy itu, krn skrg DM-nya udh nyerang k mata, saraf n jantung. dan yg terbaru, hati.
ato lbh singkatnya, dy udh komplikasi.
tp disinilah alsn gw gk mau berkeluh kesah sm yg d atas. dgn kondisi nyokap yg udh komplikasi bgtu, dy msh bsa bgn d pagi hari, jln, pergi k pasar, dll. sdgkn org2 yg jg penderita DM blm tentu bsa kyk nyokap gw. baru komplikasi k slh 1 organ, udh gk bsa ngapa2in kali. sdgkn nyokap gw msh bisa.
gw pun ampe skrg sllu bingung setiap ngeliat nyokap yg msh bsa beraktivitas bgtu, tp gw yakin itulah kebesaran yg d atas. MUKJIZAT. dan gw mrsa beruntung gw bsa merasakan dan ngeliat mukjizat mr. J scra lgsg (Thanks God) :)

well, gk slamanya smua berjalan mulus gitu aja. gw jg prnh ngalamin yg namanya IRI. gw benci IRI itu, tp sbg manusia, gw gk bsa lepas dri yg namanya IRI.
gw kdg iri bgt sm tmen2 gw yg nyokap ny msh pda sehat2, yg msh bsa jln2 sm nyokapnya k mall, bsa smsan sm nyokapnya, dll. gw pgn bgt bsa bgtu dan gw kdg blg sm yg d atas klo gw pgn punya mama yg bgtu. tp entah knp, setiap gw berpikir bgtu, gw merasa sllu ada yg 'nampar' gw dan ingetin gw klo smua org pnya keberuntungannya msing2 dan psti nyokap2 mreka gk pnya sesuatu yg nyokap gw punya.
dan gw lgsg buru2 mengenyahkan rasa IRI itu.

tiap mlm gw berdoa spya kondisi nyokap semakin membaik dari hari k hari dan sllu d beri kesehatan (AMIN2 !).
pgn bgt bsa jln2 sm nyokap k mall2, walaupun dy gk suka mall krn rameya gk nahan. gw jg pgn perasaan takut yg tiap hari menghantui gw, segera pergi dan berakhir.
ngeliat nyokap tidur aja, takutnya bkn maen. gw takut dy berhenti bernafas (AMIT2 BGT !).
seiring dgn kondisi nyokap yg bgtu, gw udh gk prnh lg merasakan yg namanya betapa tenangnya dan senangnya jln2 brsma teman2. setiap prgi hangout sm tmn2, perasaan takut sllu ngikutin gw.
mgkn tmen2 gw ngeliat gw ngebanyol, ketawa2, have fun. iya, gw emg merasa happy saat itu, tp itu cm sesaat. saat gw udh brenti ketawa, gw serasa d bwa lg kekenyataan klo nyokap d rmh lg sakit dan itu lgsg buat gw sedih dan rasanya pgn cpt2 plg. mall udh bkn tmpt fave gw lg. gw lbh seneng k tmpt yg bsa ngeliat pemandangan ampe puas bgt, yg byk pohonnya jd gw bsa menghirup udara segar dan melepaskan kepenatan gw walau hanya sesaat.

yak. sekian post gw yg ini. sorry for spam. gw hanya ingin menuangkan sedikit beban gw spya bsa lbh tenang krn gw gk tau gw hrs crita k siapa setiap lg ngadepin mslh. Thanks buat yg udh baca :)
and Get well soo, Mommy. I love you so much much much ! :*

Regards,


Greenlaviota

Tired day but it's fun !

May 29th 2012
Wow. I've never thought and imagined that today would be a tired day !
Let me share about my trip today :D

Wake up in morning. Drink a glass of water. Talking with my mom and breakfast.
Usually, i do that. Haha.
Then, i read The Hunger Games. I love it ! That's one of amazing story i've ever read :D

I have a first trip to Taman Anggrek Mall with my friend to join in Free Candy Day in Sticky.
We set time at 11.00 a.m. But, we think, it'll be too late to get 1st queue in Sticky.
So, we chaged time to go to Terminal Kalideres at 10.30 a.m.
When we arrived. it's just at 11.30 a.m. So, we had lunch, but i didn't eat :p
After that, i bought ice cream. How I miss this food ! ><
We had talk along 30 minutes. And then, we queued in Sticky and got the candies !
It's so yummy and sweet :) Then, we went home. Haha. Just 1 hours 30 minutes in mall. The shortest time. Hahaha :D

The second trip is DENTIST. I have 'behel'. I don't know what is this in English :(
I lost one of my 'behel' and two of my 'behel' released. So, i should go to dentist to fix it.
I left my phone in my home when i went to dentist.
After i went to dentist, i looked my phone and surprised. There are 10 missed calls from my friend, D.
She told me that we called for interview. So, i dressed up fastly and we went to the office.
We watited ~ 1 hours to interview and then we had interview and went home.

I feel very very tired and sleepy. No resting. No sleeping.
But, i try to enjoy it. It's just a little journey in my life and my rare experience :p
Okay, that's all my share. Hope you'll like it ^^
Thanks God for today. Thanks my friends too :D

Regards,


Greenlaviota

Fight and I hate it.

Fight. Fight. And fight.
Sorry. Sorry. And sorry.
It's so suck. It's so terrible.

I have a problem with my friend. And we fighted a few days ago.
She replied my text so rarely. Well, i tried to think if she's busy.
And hadn't time to replied my text.
But, the fact, she had time to chitchat with her BF (before they're in a relationship) and hadn't time to chitchat with me. Haha.
Don't you get mad if you being me ? Maybe a few of you will not get mad like me :)
I'm so bored with her 'sorry'. She always do same mistake.
And always said "It's just a simple trouble". Haha.
D*mn sentence and I don't like that.
For me, SORRY isn't just solve the problem.
But, it means you should have a spirit to be better than before.
So, say SORRY and do BETTER.

Regards,


Greenlaviota

Newbie :)

Hi, bloggers !
I'm Meilinda. Usually my friends call me 'mei'.
I'm 18 y.o this year and I'm just graduated from my high school (Thanks, God !)

I'm newbie blogger. And I don't know what should I write in my first post :p
So, I just wanna say Hello to you guys ! :D
I love basket.
I love photograph. I will upload my photoshots in my blogger. Hope you'll like it ^^
I love green. That's why my title is EVERGREEN.
I love scenery.
I love nature.
I love food.
I love jokes.
I love movie. I hope it's not romantic movie. :p

I wanna be a Chef.
I wanna be a Photographer.
I wanna be a Manager.
Hm.. I think that's a lil' bit about me. Just enjoy my blog and I hope, we can make a friend ! :D

Regards,


Greenlaviota